Simply ignoring

Mum is screaming and shouting
I’m simply ignoring
Daddy isn’t home
He is screwing someone
By the end of the day
She’ll be crying and cursing
He will be simply ignoring
And I, I'll rise up the volume
Until my ears bleed and my head explode
I’ll not bored God
For this little lost war
I’ll curse world and fate
For my lack of luck

Sit in the dark
Waiting to relax
I’ll not think about better places
Or happy faces
Subconscious thoughts are what I want
What I need
Because sometimes
I’m not weak
I'm not strong
I’m just too tired to be numb