One day I was a believer

One day I was a believer
But I lost my dream on the way
I once fight but now I feel old
I was a warrior but I was too young
I wish I could have a “we’ll always have each other” to go back to
‘Cause I’m sick of being alone

There’s no angel by my side
And no kind words reach my mind
There’s nothing but silence
A silence full of screams
And I have no place to go
And I don't know where I’ve been

Safe is a strange word
Of which meaning I’ve no clue
And the road beneath my feet
Got no end for me to see

Stuck in a surreal dusk
Blinded by dust
My hopes and desires
Vanish in night fires
And as I watch the flames
My heart rest in their ashes

A thousand candles in the water

A thousand candles in the water
And a million stars over our heads
As a perfect evening becomes a perfect night
We hold ourselves together for the rest of our lives

A moonlight dance in your white dress
And jasmine scent all over the air
Dance with your bare feet
And feel the grass alive beneath

Blue flowers in your hair
The light in my eyes
And the sound of your laugh in my head
There is just you and me tonight
As a second becomes eternity
In a timeless moment
When our lips come together
In midnight kiss

Simply ignoring

Mum is screaming and shouting
I’m simply ignoring
Daddy isn’t home
He is screwing someone
By the end of the day
She’ll be crying and cursing
He will be simply ignoring
And I, I'll rise up the volume
Until my ears bleed and my head explode
I’ll not bored God
For this little lost war
I’ll curse world and fate
For my lack of luck

Sit in the dark
Waiting to relax
I’ll not think about better places
Or happy faces
Subconscious thoughts are what I want
What I need
Because sometimes
I’m not weak
I'm not strong
I’m just too tired to be numb

Spring

Wild flowers scents and Swallows flights
Crossing the returned blue skies
Winter nights fading
Into spring embraces
And ice cold winds
Vanishing in a smooth fresh breeze

Breathe in
Life is waking
As the green rises up from the ground
Hold close everything you love
And warm up your life

Feel the sunlight touching your skin
And the new leaves shadow in your face
Feel your beloved touching your skin
And the new light in her face

Wait until the sun’s ruby rest
To open up your heart
Under a clear starry sky
Breathe deep the cold of night

Feel the soft rain falling
From what was once solid ice
Watch the frost melting into dew
As the first fireflies light up the dark

Until the moon’s lullaby
Kiss you goodnight
Lay down beneath the old tree
And in an open eyes dream
Think of me…