I was true

I said I love you, hundred times
And it didn’t feel good enough
I said I love you a thousand times
And I feel I could go on and on for ever
I said I love you so much
And it wasn’t a lie…
Until one day
I said I love you
And it didn’t feel right

I seized the truth
Really deep inside my chest
I held on to past away gone

I may had fought a lost war
But I fought until the end

It’s The End
I can’t be sorry
I really try to keep it alive
It’s The End
I can’t be sorry
For our first “Hi”
It’s The End
I’m definitely not sorry
For this Honest
So Long, Goodbye

The wind is so cold

The wind is so cold
And all the rain became snow
My footsteps are no longer there
I don’t know to where I’m going
I don’t know from where I came

I remember
No other Time…
I remember…

I was my own Earthquake
And I shook myself to life
To wake up and rise up from the ground
I was my own fire
And I sat down quietly
As my world burned down

Flames are so hypnotic
Flames are so pretty
Flames are so brilliant, so deadly, so warm…
…And I, I’m just a bit psychotic
And broke behind repair
I’m not the same…
I learnt to keep my borderlines in fire
To keep my domains safe
A good defense is a good defense

…But in nights like tonight
I feel so empty
And I can’t hold myself together
I’m scared, I’m alone
I’m at middle of a crossroad
Between paths I had never intended to follow
I’m lost, I’m tired
I got no place to go…

I’m my own strength
I’m my own peace
My will is my own galleon
And the intrepid sea beneath
Rage and love
Inside a bleeding soul
I used the ashes of my house
To built my own meaning of home

Ashes to ashes, dust to dust
And there is no place like …
A Battle Field name Home

Quero ter quatro anos

Quero ter quatro anos
E quero querer que cuidem de mim
Quero poder dizer mamã e papá
E quero me sentir feliz
Quero o meu bonequinho
E quero uma história de embalar
Quero que me perguntem se estou bem
E quero querer um beijo de boa noite
Quero verificar se há monstros no armário, atrás da cortina e debaixo da cama
E quero chocolate quente antes de deitar
Quero saber responder direito a um carinho
E quero querer ser outro que não eu
Quero não ter de ser forte e corajoso
E quero poder desistir
Quero ter alguém que me diga que está tudo bem
E quero querer acreditar que é verdade
Quero ter verdadeiramente companhia
E quero não ter de me sentir sozinho
Quero poder adormecer
E não quero ter de acordar

So long Goodbye

A sidewalk to big
For us to meet
The eyes that see but never admitted
The quick side look we gave each other

I don’t know you, I never did
Do you know me? Have you ever…

..You had never loved me.
And know I have the proof
The answer to my secrete call
Now I love you as much as you had loved me

I cried my eyes out
And I felt like dying every night
Each beat of my heart was agonizing
And every day I woke up with hope
I only found tears…

I fell down so many times
And I gave up from so many things
I hit the floor so hard and I put back my heart
Deep, deep underground.

Now we are nothing
Now we are exactly, what we should had been sooner...
A familiar stranger unknown
A face from another time
A friend from another life