I was true

I said I love you, hundred times
And it didn’t feel good enough
I said I love you a thousand times
And I feel I could go on and on for ever
I said I love you so much
And it wasn’t a lie…
Until one day
I said I love you
And it didn’t feel right

I seized the truth
Really deep inside my chest
I held on to past away gone

I may had fought a lost war
But I fought until the end

It’s The End
I can’t be sorry
I really try to keep it alive
It’s The End
I can’t be sorry
For our first “Hi”
It’s The End
I’m definitely not sorry
For this Honest
So Long, Goodbye

The wind is so cold

The wind is so cold
And all the rain became snow
My footsteps are no longer there
I don’t know to where I’m going
I don’t know from where I came

I remember
No other Time…
I remember…

I was my own Earthquake
And I shook myself to life
To wake up and rise up from the ground
I was my own fire
And I sat down quietly
As my world burned down

Flames are so hypnotic
Flames are so pretty
Flames are so brilliant, so deadly, so warm…
…And I, I’m just a bit psychotic
And broke behind repair
I’m not the same…
I learnt to keep my borderlines in fire
To keep my domains safe
A good defense is a good defense

…But in nights like tonight
I feel so empty
And I can’t hold myself together
I’m scared, I’m alone
I’m at middle of a crossroad
Between paths I had never intended to follow
I’m lost, I’m tired
I got no place to go…

I’m my own strength
I’m my own peace
My will is my own galleon
And the intrepid sea beneath
Rage and love
Inside a bleeding soul
I used the ashes of my house
To built my own meaning of home

Ashes to ashes, dust to dust
And there is no place like …
A Battle Field name Home

Quero ter quatro anos

Quero ter quatro anos
E quero querer que cuidem de mim
Quero poder dizer mamã e papá
E quero me sentir feliz
Quero o meu bonequinho
E quero uma história de embalar
Quero que me perguntem se estou bem
E quero querer um beijo de boa noite
Quero verificar se há monstros no armário, atrás da cortina e debaixo da cama
E quero chocolate quente antes de deitar
Quero saber responder direito a um carinho
E quero querer ser outro que não eu
Quero não ter de ser forte e corajoso
E quero poder desistir
Quero ter alguém que me diga que está tudo bem
E quero querer acreditar que é verdade
Quero ter verdadeiramente companhia
E quero não ter de me sentir sozinho
Quero poder adormecer
E não quero ter de acordar

So long Goodbye

A sidewalk to big
For us to meet
The eyes that see but never admitted
The quick side look we gave each other

I don’t know you, I never did
Do you know me? Have you ever…

..You had never loved me.
And know I have the proof
The answer to my secrete call
Now I love you as much as you had loved me

I cried my eyes out
And I felt like dying every night
Each beat of my heart was agonizing
And every day I woke up with hope
I only found tears…

I fell down so many times
And I gave up from so many things
I hit the floor so hard and I put back my heart
Deep, deep underground.

Now we are nothing
Now we are exactly, what we should had been sooner...
A familiar stranger unknown
A face from another time
A friend from another life

Sorry

Soft skin and the smell of your hair
The sunlight on your eyes
And the crooked smile you’d always give me
…I’m so sorry I wasn’t enough

I’m sorry for being amazing
…but not astonishing
I’m so sorry for being pretty
…but not beautiful
I’m sorry for remind you of you
…but be the only one alone now
I’m sorry for being strong
…but not keep my eyes dry
I’m sorry for being intelligent
…but not smart
I’m sorry for being good
…but not great
….
I’m sorry if I’m all the things you said I were
…but not enough to make you loved me

Red eyes, red eyes

Red eyes, red eyes
In the shadows of the night
Fallen leaves, frozen hearts
Broken mirrors and twisted minds
All true love is an honest lie…
How magic does it sounds tonight

Shhh make no sound
Keep quiet keep praying
Keep running …

Tonight, tonight

Tonight, tonight
There is no moon or moonlight
I’m scared, I’m frightened
How can’t there be any light?

Thick air through my lungs
And dead grass beneath my feet
I search but I can’t find
Where to look
To see the Dawn

My head hurts
My eyes can’t see
My slowly heart beats
But I can’t breath

Chills all over me
And I can’t stop shaking
Tears and blood all over me
And I can’t stop laughing

Hold me, hold me close
Hold me, hold me now
Warm me up with your life
Warm me up with your blood

This night I’ll show you
The truth meaning of a love
So don’t run away
Run to me
And you shouldn’t try to hide
Or you will be all over me

Shhh don’t cry…
I’m here to hold you tight
Can’t you feel my heart beat?
Kill, Kill,Kill
A cut on your lips and a bruise on your neck
Don’t ask me “Why” cause there is no “Because”

I love, I love, I love you my dear
I hate, I hate, I hate living in fear
Bleed, bleed, my love
Bleed, bleed my dear


Bullets, bullets through your chest
Commiserations you did where the best

Nights of storms

Nights of storms
Flying thunders trough the Dark
Tree’s whispers and shadow’s forms
Creeping up these motel’s walls

White marks in Demons’ fights
Cold winds in Deep Falls
And lightings’ lights
Lightening our fate
Here’s the Story of our Lives, Love & Hate

We burned down the house
Just to see the flames
We made from the ashes our home
And we changed our names

We ran through the mine’s field
High and fulfilled
With such an explainable thrill
We blinded all fear

We reached the frontier
Running from our past
We were going to nowhere
And we arrived in last

Inside a lock door

Inside a lock door
And 4 walls of oppression
There is not enough air
There is too much pressure

Sometimes I'm so broken
That I feel like I'm dying
Sometimes I'm so Blue
That I fall asleep crying

...STILL
I laugh of every joke
And I cut the "un" from the "happy"
I learnt to put The Mask
The one hundred tonnes of the empty nothing

I whispered I love you as everyone said Goodbye

I whisper that I loved you while everyone said Goodbye.

The rain slides down my face
And I can’t say why I’m here
This pain doesn’t go away
And you’re so quiet under these drops
I can’t pretend that I’m alright
While you’re lying there
With all your friends crying around

You’re so quiet beneath these tears
You’re in silence between salvations cheers
Your friends around, they are crying still

Is it wrong to leave?
‘Cause it doesn’t feel right to stay…
And the angels singing, doesn’t relieve my pain
I’ll keep you inside, inside my heart
I’ll search forever…what I’ll never find
My heart died today…but I’ll keep on living
I’ll find a way, to again embrace you my dear


...I whispered I love you as everyone said Goodbye

««**My Happy Poem**»»

I'll write a happy poem
One that doesn't talk about wrong things

I'll write a happy poem
One that doesn't show you the sadness of the world

I'll write a happy poem
One that makes you laugh and smile...Simply fall in a pink love for life

I'll write a happy poem
One that doesn't talk about lost and cruelty

I'll write a happy poem
One without tears and broken hearts


I'll not write a sad poem
One that claims for revolution
That make you want to rise against what’s wrong
One that show you reality
That makes you fight for a different truth
I’ll not write a sad poem
One that makes you sad, anger and ready to retribution
That makes you so thirsty for justice
….No
As I said, I’ll write a happy poem
Full of lies and disguises
And where the guy gets the girl
Ending with “happy every after”
Just before the “The End”

Tears From above

The tears from above
Fall down from the stars
As the wind blows away
The ashes of our lies
Clocks losing hours
And hearts slowing down
Now is the time to say
Good Riddance to our lives
Forget the begging and the hope
We just get what we deserve
Forget the smiles and the hugs
This is just how the game goes

Lose your sense of time
If you can hold it still
‘Cause when day all this will disappear
Blew away by the wind

WTF^^...why would i want a dinosaur?xD

One Day…
My name…it doesn’t really matter. It isn’t that cool or that lame, starts with an “A” ends with an “A” and has an “A” in the middle. I dream a lot, but I can’t really remember having A Dream. Well, one day I will be a millionaire and I will be able to buy all kind of useful and cool stuff like Love and a toaster. :D Sadly I will not be able to buy a real life dinosaur… (shit money CAN’T buy EVERYTHING)… I guess I could do like Jurassic Park, but we all know (or should know) how that ended xD
…mmmmm Dinosaurs , chickens are related to dinosaurs… Dinosaurs were like in the top of the food chamber and now their Closest relatives are fast food…So what does that means for us? Will we became French fries or something? Spooky…^^ Anyway I intend to live 4ever, so far so good ^^




Ps:I dOn'T hAvE a ClUe WhY wOuLd I wAnT i DiNoSaUr xD
BuT i GuEeS rIcH pEoPlE nEeD tO Be KiNd CrAzY ^^

Fairy-tales

Fairy-tales are not something
That you bring to real life
Wolves will not let you walk
Along with the pack

Sometimes you got to borrow
Sometimes you got to still and struggle

Up on the hill
There’s a judgment
We’re guilty
Cheer up
We gonna die

For something worthing BLEED OUT FOR
For something that IS NOT
Commercial WAR
Some things you got to borrow
Some things you got to steal and struggle

Stand for
What’s right
Don’t you live under the lie
You know
You hide
You’re as guilty as I
And every time you close your eyes
How can you sleep at night?
Put a few 0 in the number
Of civilian casualties
See the faces of the kids all alone on the streets
Real life has only one THE END
If you’re lucky and done
It’s a head stone

DREAMS

Don’t watch over my quiet sleep
You’re too far away to see
The world inside me
The ruins and evergreens lands
The light and shadow games
The awful and the beauty
Dancing together for my amusing

Now under the moonlight sky
It isn’t simple or confuse
Just close your eyes and fly

Come visit me in my dreams
Be my only and perfect warm
Embracing me through every night of storm
Leave me drunk of love and high of you
Among idyllic clouds let me fall asleep
Keep me safe and loved
Join me dreaming inside a dream

Owl

The sound of an owl deep in the night
Breaks into my dreams and open my eyes
How I wish a pair of wings to break too in your domains
My beautifully sinister creature of the night

You announce to me “the witch hour” is close to be
And there is no moon or star tonight
Nothing but the candles wick and trembling light
To warm up these September cold night

The shadow of a cat
Playing in the dark
The ghost of a child
Laughing in the park
The howl of a pack
Carried by the wind
And the first warm love inside my heart

If you knew where to look it isn’t that hard to find
Now blow up the flames and sleep tight

Raining lightings

Raining lightings
On quiet fields
And slow blue fires
Burning down the hills

The bells are calling
But I hear no sound
Dropped on a bittersweet sensation
Of a warm embrace that I’ve found

Starring nights over our heads
A million eyes that will not tell
The secrete we hold on to
A lie made of truth

Even love has an assured goodbye
That a lover’s lips cannot pronounce
Death or life
Will change our minds

Throw your tears down the well
When solitude becomes too much
The pain will not be erased
But at least you will not have to feel her taste

Broken hearts are hard to fix
But give them wings and they will fly
Memories will fade
And dreams will replace reality

Nightmares may became truth
And I may not handle
The rain that doesn’t bring relief
For this overwhelming thirst of you


I’ll love you forever
Isn’t simple, wrong or right
Is just a complicated honest lie

Sleep

Come put me to sleep,
Just lay me on my bed
And cover me tight ^^

Then tell me a story to help me dream
Make up Heroes and midnight skies
Full moons and werewolves
Witches and enchantments Flying somewhere through the Dark


…just keep on talking even when my eyes are close
Then kiss me and leave the rest for another day

I hope I die Before I get old!

I don't want to die, but i don't know if i want to live 4ever, still PLEASE understand I wanna die before i get old! I don't wanna become YOU or THEM -.-' I wanna be me and i want to live not be told how to keep on breathing and eating and whatever!Why don't you all FUCK Off now and fade away another day?

tulips

a yellow tulip 4 my hearts'grave 4 all the reds i sent with all my soul

Pássaros feridos

Existe uma lenda acerca de um pássaro que só canta uma vez na vida, com mais suavidade que qualquer outra criatura sobre a terra.
A partir do momento em que deixa o ninho,começa a procurar um espinheiro-alvar, e só descansa quando o encontra.
Depois, cantando entre os galhos selvagens, empala-se no acúleo mais agudo e mais compreido.
E, morrendo, sublima a própria agonia e despede um canto mais belo que o da cotovia e o do rouxinol.
Um canto superlativo, cujo preço é a existência.
Mas o mundo inteiro pára para ouvi-lo, e Deus sorri no céu.
Pois o melhor só se adquire 'a custa de um grande sofrimento........
Pelo menos é o que diz a lenda.
Do livro: Pássaros feridos
Colleen McCullough